xmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
update coming soon..and lots of pics and som vids.!

waiting

Have you ever wanted something so bad you coudn't wait. Like for winter break, you cant wait for it, but then, when the time actually comes closer to the time that last bell rings till atleast a week or 2, you actually don't rlly wanna go? I feel that way rite now. Its december and winter break iz rite around the corner. Sure i wanna go snowboarding and have snowball fights, but i sorta just wanna hang @ home listening to music, buy cd's, and sleep in. i can't make up my mind. first i rlly rlly rllyy wanna go and get out of this hot place, then i dont wanna, now i do wanna. I can never make up my mind, and when i wanna change my mind, i can't.

hope your mind isn't as confused as mine.:D

XxJuliaxX

a different type of music

ok, i mite b posting a lot today, i cant seem to focus on my homework. I just remembered in our xmas strings concert, we performed a part from this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uwVNoeEIcKc its about the bombing of hiroshima. I rlly like this penderecki guy(the composer) and his pieces similar to this. Its different than the my chem, green day thing, but i like it :D
XxJuliaxX

2 tiny black shoes, a donkey costume, and a block of wood

Last night my lil sister and my dad were watching Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium (i had to look up the name on google, its one hell of a name for a kids movie.) I came at the end when this girl wuz controlling all the toys and stuff making it fly around the room. all the kids were running around all happy and stuff. The only thing i could think of wuz that if i wuz there i'd be screaming my lungs out and run from that place. Or id just think it wuz all remote controls or sumthin like that. But that also reminded me of the episode of kenny versus spenny i had watched earlier that day on youtube. It wuz the competition of who could stay in a haunted house the longest. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I2s4vO6jJds&feature=PlayList&p=A841BEFB95427974&index=0) Of course ppl kept freakin out cuz kenny wuz trying to summon a spirit and stuff.

But that night wen i wuz just lying in bed thinking of nothing, a random line just popped into my head: It can either be haunted or magic. I have a pretty good feeling that i wud say it iz haunted. I dunno wat im referring to az haunted, but i kno whatever it iz, i'd chose haunted...

what bout you?

XxJuliaxX

ME

Hi, meet me. This is the regular me; the emo girl, the suicidal kid, the person who slits her wrists. The My chemical romance freak. This is what I’ve been marked with by wearing wrists bands, chains, and wearing all black (besides the white t-shirt that is our uniform.) People just judge. Only a handful of people recognize my story, but I’m ready for others to know.
I’m really only 13. I pretend to be older so people to mark me, as they have before. I’ve learned a lot from hanging out with people older than me. One that I’m going through the same things they are. It’s not encouraging, its sucks knowing how much longer I’ll have to deal with the same problems I have.
I’ve recently (a year ago) fell in love, or at least I think I have, with a guy in a grade above me. This has changed my life so much; I don’t even think it’s my life that I’m living. That’s an entirely different story.

XxJuliaxX
Ps. Read the my chemical romance freak Hyper link. (the post title iz my, my chem story)

if the link doesnt work just go here and look for da title www.torturedteenager-idioticpunk-emofreak.blogspot.com/

Introduction

Life is like a merry-go-round. You spin and spin and go through ups and downs until your time is up. The ride can end when you’re up, or when you are down. It all depends on which animal you choose. Me, I personally like ending when I’m up, then it’s more fun to get down. But whether you end up or down, all depends on you.